Moving

Today is officially the last I’ll be posting here! I’m moving to Onsugar, finally. Been waiting for ages to move there. Haha. Well today wasn’t such an awesome day, don’t want to elaborate. Hopefully tomorrow gets better. Oh so anyway link me people. www.walkingwithyoualone.onsugar.com

Sorry to trouble you guys so much

A day well spent

There, isn’t he so damn adorable! I think he is the 2nd most adorable baby after me. LOL. Yes I was and I am the most adorable baby. Haha. It’s been atleast 5months I suppose since I saw my sun shine Veeraj! And I wasn’t really expecting much when I dropped by my brother’s place today. When I got into the house, I just stretched my hands, getting myself ready for the worst that could happen. Haha. But hey, much to my surprise, he stretched out his hands too, eyes begging me to carry him. Aww. He is so damn adorable!! Arghh!! And he is chubby. Haha. Brother as usual didn’t say much, he has the exact character of Daddy’s. LOL. Veeraj kept clinging to me all the while I was there. 3 hours spent there flew so fast. Anni and her maid prepared food for me, they tried not to make it spicy. Haha, but it was quite. LOL. I fed Veeraj milk. Hehe. From the bottle of course. And he sat there quietly for a little while and then he started fidgiting. He had to much already I guess.

My nephew is certainly going to be very smart. he is already flipping through his little books and he knows the alphabets. Atleast the first letter of the alphabet “A”. LOL. And he is only going to be 1 year on Sept25th. Haha. I need to get him a present!! My anni said that things are very expensive nowadays, but hey, I have competition. People like my sister, and my anni’s sister. LOL. I heard Veeraj isn’t so close to my sister like he is with me, but he is certainly attached to my anni’s sister. And I must say, my anni’s sister is beautiful, and when I say that, I mean it. At 22 years old, she looks 18 and is one hot chick. LOL. But nothing can beat me eh? Haha. Oh well saying good bye was so tough. Veeraj was actually holding onto the gate when I was leaving. Haha. I miss him and his pathetic face. Oh and I forgot to talk about that pathetic face! You see, when he is in his crib, he throws some things down, and he gives you that pathetic face that begs you to pic it up. LOL. And then my anni just pretended to scold him by slapping him using a finger, not exactly a slap, but just to show she is angry. And he looks at me and he tears up. Aww. And I’m like so heart broken and I start carrying him around. LOL. Him and his pathetic face! I can still remember that face looking out at me when I left.

Oh well, besides him, I have nothing to talk about. I’m going to visit him as much as I possibly can! Oh and me and anni are planning to take up a baking course together. Yippee! Doing something with someone excites me! Going to get Tiffany’s present probably after my last paper on Thursday or Friday, see how everyone else would be free or not. Haha. Ciao.

Boredom.

Truthfully, I have been been slacking the whole day. I only studied for 2 hours!!! And for me, that is not such a great thing. But I loved the fact that I spent it online with Ian! Haha. We were bascially taking trillions of dynamic display pictures and messing around. Then we shared some youtube video links with each other. Haha. So many of them that were really cute. Especially the baby ones. And then I showed him the “Drag Queen, Kumar” and we had so much fun watching it. LOL. I know I watched it a zillion times, but hey, its always fun watching it again!

Today I woke up on a very bad note. Firstly I dreamed about Pooja kissing some white guy. Not any Pooja, but Pooja the tamil actress. Like why the heck is she in my dream? And why is she kissing a white guy? My guess? I think a new scandel might come up soon. And then I dreamed about having a cat fight with Salina! LOL. Yeah, of all people, Salina! If it was Safi, I understand, because he says I’m easy to bully and he always says something to piss me off, so I could fight with him. I could fight with Shou Xian too, because he probably that he was very nice already giving me his fries and now his mayonnaise? LOL. Or even Jansen because he called me a noob. But why Salina? LOL. I have to figure out.

Now, I’m trying to convince PK on why he should present on me for his technical presentation. LOL. Make me a robot and I’ll become technical. Put pictures of me and I’ll be famous. Haha. Till tomorrow. Ciao

Me & Ian

Me & Ian. Today we had so much fun chatting and doing crap. We danced a bit to “Nobody – Wondergirls”. It was so damn hilarious. LOL.

Ohk, the picture above is very important. I don’t really remember sending Ian my baby picture. The one at the top left? Something that resembles a little kid. Those in Singapore would know it was taken at the MRT station. LOL. And its me!!! Haha. So adorable right?! Oh and the other 3 pictures are Ian’s baby snaps. He looks adorable too. And today I meddled a bit with my mic. So Mr.PK, you would be glad to know that my mic works now. Haha. I just had to do something at the mic settings. LOL. And I and Ian got so excited when my mic worked! YAYNESS =).

Today was really cool. LOL. I’m having fun, and it gets better. I can’t wait for holidays. LOL. Well Ian is gone for now. And I’m hitting my notes. LOL. Exams are exciting! Lets mug people. Ciao.

PS: Sorry its not clickable =(.

Heal all pain

 

I was terribly upset awhile ago. Sometimes I just feel so damn left out and today I totally burst out. I felt so so so left out that when I got back home from church I just started crying. I don’t remember crying this bad at all. I really envy the fact that she something special that peopl are immediately attracted to. Maybe she is more outgoing than I am. But it is just that when I pop in, everyone has got nothing to say… I bet you are like so lost now right?! I’m sure most would know about Havolyn, she is someone I have known since I remember and the one I’m still in contact with. Apparently she makes friends and all and somehow they don’t mix with me?! Like what on earth is going on?! Whenever someone new come in, I make it a point to immediately go and talk to them because if Havolyn starts, there is no ending. Or so, I think. But I guess she really made some bonds during the barbecue last week when I was busy setting up and she was just sitting and talking and all. So I guess she got so close with those people that when I’m between them, they don’t talk!! Like today, after church I was talking to the 3 girls and H as well when one girl pointed out that H wasn’t talking, and she knew the reason why. And I have thise awesome gift when I just know that people are talking about me. And I got it. I got it that they weren’t talking as much as they usually do because I was there and it was just awkward. Is it wrong to be good? I mean, don’t people want to be around people who are good? So yeah, since I, being so smart, got the message, I moved away. And guess what I did? I went and sat with the aunties who were talking about some cooking receipe. Can things can better? I mean look at me. Someone my age should mix with people in their own age group, and me?? I was pathetically somewhere else, unwillingly hearing about how a fish has to be cooked. Atleast they welcome me. So after I moved away, these girls were all happily chit-chatting away and wow. See how much of change there can be when I’m not there. I don’t want to spoil the fun for the girls, so I’ll stay away. And I even did up encouragement cards for them. It felt very useless but hey, leave it… I just know I’m not welcome, so I’ll stay away.

So my list of people to thank is getting smaller and at the same time, the excitement is getting lesser. I find there isn’t any point… You know, I got home and started whinning about it to God. Like why I’m different from them and all, and I get a call from my bestie. You know, God knows exactly what to do and all. After hearing her voice, I chocked on my words and then got back on track. She really made things awesome for me. She went on about how she forgot her anniversary and how her bf gave her a kiddish punishment and I just found it funny, that I laughed. I was asking God why I was feeling this way and see how he made Abigail call me up and talk to me, making me feel all so much better? That is God. Man I’m still crying over what happened at church and all, but you know not as much as I was earlier. I feel so much comforted that there are people out there who still love me for who I am, and accept me for me. I’m not perfect and all, but thinking about it, maybe I didn’t fit into their group because I’m different in a good way. I just read what I wrote before this sentence, and I let out a teary laugh. I think I feel better already. But definitely I will be a bit bothered by what’s happening around me but I will take it in my stride won’t I. Don’t we all get up after falling down in the middle of the road when many cars are approaching? We run don’t we? That’s how it’s supposed to be. And I thank God for letting me learn this lesson today.

Having a revision lecture tomorrow and hopefully by tonight I’ll be able to fix my smile. I realised that I look pretty when I smile. Don’t I? It’s going to take so much time to recover from the shock I had today, but God would probably help me yeah. Things to do, Ciao.

Oh I totally forgot, you know they have this facebook thing like what God wants to tell me today? I think it’s finally helped me.

On this day of your life, Krishna, we believe God wants you to know…
… that happiness has nothing to do with pleasure.

You feel pleasure when you want something and you get it. Or when you don’t want something and you remove it. Pleasure is always relative. Happiness is absolute. Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect, because every creation of God is perfect. The degree to which you do not accept life in all of the Divine forms is the degree to which you suffer.

 Maybe the first sentence didn’t make sense, but the last did. See what suffering I had today? That might just be because I didn’t accept life in the divine form maybe…So maybe to be happy, I have to understand life and accept it for it is. Ciao.

Final Presentation

Hello earthlings. Thanks for dropping by again. Haha. Still new to wordpress and I’m trying to figure out ways of working it. Few upsetting things about wordpress is the variety of themes available. There are very few themes to choose from unlike blogger’s vast number of blogskins. But, hey, we have to start somewhere right? So I guess today was something I really looked forward to, but at the same time, not! I’m glad its over though. Today was the final presentation for IT1193 and wow I managed to pull through. My group members had decided upon 10am and apparently all of us were late. Haha. I left my home at only 10pm. And I guess the earliest person would have been either Safi or Salina, at about 10.30pm maybe? Aiya, nevermind them. I was so excited. Haha. I had to do the project report’s conclusion and I didn’t do it at home last night because I was busy wordpressing. LOL. So yeah, I guess last minute work never works for me. I had no idea what to put in and I totally crapped as much as I could remember. Haha. And then yeah tons of work la and the last person arrived at 12.20pm I suppose. Haha. But, can’t blame Shou Xian la, he had to cut his hair and all. So yeah, we rushed to out presentation room and got ready. Lets skip whatever that happened inside shall we. LOL.

So yeah we finally finished the presentation and we were going to celebrate when we bumped into Jun De’s group. LOL. And we took many many pictures there and went to MacD. Salina, Shou Xian & Jansen went off to AMK hub’s arcade after lunch, and I decided I’d go back home. Haha. I went back, had some refreshing lime juice and went to bed for a nap. After nap had to go to church for cell-group…

Nothing much done today except some exploring with wordpress. I need some theme that would really suit my personality. Haha. Tomorrow’s plan was to go gyming, but then I think I need to get some revision done. 1st paper is on 24th August. Before I finish, I would like to talk about the valuable lessons learnt from my IT1193 project module.

• No more last minute works for me.
• Always keep in touch with the progress for the group, e.g project file.
• Motivate team members and strictly no slacking.
• Never judge anyone by their abilities.
• Stress the importance of being punctual
• Always reherse before a presentation till we get it right. (FYI: My group had no prior rehersal pertaining to our presentation)

& The most important thing to me is

• NEVER, EVER, EVER, WORK WITH SAFI AGAIN.

LOL. Sorry, but hey, we all take away lessons with us. And this what I have learned and reflected on. And I definitely don’t want to make mistakes that cost so much. Our end product may have been totally awesome, but I think if we had worked it all out well from the begining, everything would have been blissfully satisfying. Haha.

Ending off here. Do enjoy images and leave comments ok! =) Oh and people, my old blog is still in use ok! Leave me a tag HERE.

 Some comments on the images alrights.

1. Firstly, just like Fathiah, I now have a vulgar post of Jansen Chew. ( Refer to picture in 1st column. 3rd row ) LOL.
2. A group picture of us, not leaving out Safi ok. ( Refer to 2nd colum. 2nd row )
3. Someone I know commented saying that I looked super desperate in a picture with Jansen, trying to get all over him. LOL. ( Refer to 2nd column. 8th row ) Guilty or Innocent? Make a guess.
4. Finally caught the lovely couple in action. ( Refer to 2nd column, 10th row ) See Salina helping Jia Jun with his tie? Look closer, its not helping ok! She just needs a reason to get close to him. That’s all. She is obviously guilty of being all over Jia Jun. Haha